undefined writer 🖤

My name will always be anonymous. I am a young gurl in a broken world. I sometimes feel like my life will never advance. Sometimes i feel like im going to be stuck in the same place forever. I don’t think anyone will ever accept me for who i am.. I don’t even accept me. I feel like I don’t age even though I’m getting older by the second. I feel lost everyday in this world. I don’t understand why everyone treats me badly.. maybe im just easy to hurt. Idk. Maybe I’m just a target to everyone. I am lost.. i am broken trying to get fixed… i am young so maybe this is normal… but i am also in a broken world… I feel like i am going in a good direction sometimes but every now and then i crash … i feel like I’ll get somewhere if every now and then I stop and say “Is this right”? But I don’t. I keep going even when its bad for me. Sometimes i hurt myself from loving others too much . But I deserve the best so they say.. but i get the absolute worst. Its a new year which means a new start. Maybe i will have a new start… maybe..