I don’t know whats going to happen in the next few days. Things are drastically changing. Im scared for my future. Im scared of everything. I don’t know how to feel. I don’t know if this shit is good or bad. I don’t know how to accept this…. Im sad, im disappointed. Im nervous and anxious because its now or never, but also it’s like misunderstood. I don’t know how to explain. I can just hope that everything goes well. I feel like im going downhill idk. Idk what to say about it. im scared to ask… Im scared to stand up this time cause if i do i could be at risk for losing a lot of shit… Idk .
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